[Mystery Never Looked So Good]
August 21, 2003

hi. this is me.

yup i'm still alive. i can't exactly focus...but...well...ah hell.

i'm feeling a little...oh sheesh. a LITTLE? i'm feeling a lot down.

look everyone.

this goes out to the pantheon, the people in my sidebar, and even those who don't go online. i'm too tired to name names and put up links. i hope you all read this.

i miss you all.
wednesday meetings just aren't enough. i haven't exactly done my part in the barkada--ALL my barkadas--and that haunts me.
when was the last time i was there for you? any of you? when was the last time i sat down and listened and cared? when was the last time i picked up the phone and checked out what's going on in your lives?

i haven't been the greatest friend everyone probably wants me to be.

i haven't lived up to my third year high school reputation.

i haven't done anything worth crap.

i'm sorry if i've been to absorbed in my own life.
i'm sorry if i missed various highlights in your lives.

i miss you all. so much. so. much.

there. i guess that's all i can say.
i've been a bad friend.

i love you for who you are and not what you can give me. --jesse (my ray of light)

love you all.
August 06, 2003

this is from athena's blog. :)

You are a muse.

What legend are you?. Take the Legendary Being Quiz by Paradox

Your magical style is Magus.

What type of Magic do you work?. Take the Magical Style Quiz by Paradox




Farseekers posses the ability to communicate over great distances via telepathy. They are great friends who know when they're needed, and seem to be able to detect others thoughts.



Futuretellers have an uncanny knack of knowing what is going to happen, well before anybody else. Alot of futuretellers have truedreams, whereas some, like Brydda, have what they call a 'sixth sense'. Futuretellers are usually very quiet, and reserved, yet they are loyal and trustworthy.
is your Misfit Talent?

This stong idealist values friendship highly, and will never give up on those
she loves.

What Obernewtyn Character
are you?

got this from melina's blog. :) do comment.

wow, it's been...well...more or less a week...since i last posted :)
first of all, updates on my wunnerfully sabog life.

1. for those of you who don't know, i have a new number (again!). the other sim's busted so i
can't use it anymore. this is my number: 09272749416.

2. i've been included in the ms. college pageant. ick. oh--wait. you knew that already.

3. it's my first monthsary. wai.

anyway, yesterday was another wednesday. wOot! i got to mcdo around 3-something, i guess. marc and mai were there, then mac arrived. marc commented that i looked like a swedish nurse in my school uniform. that's loads better than being called a maid!

oh and...i have dark green eyes now :)

and then we hung out for a few hours, trading hentai innuendoes and green jokes, sharing twister/french fries and mcflurrys :)

note: i will kill marc for ruining the color GRAY. i'm now officially sick and tired of the mere MENTION. >P

i'm gonna go blog-hopping first. ;) post again later!

eden: (n.) a paradise

[Air: Breath of Life]

isis eden
Dark Side of the Moon
Lady Lune
The Real Snow White


To whom do you hide from? the masquerade has long been over. poor miss perfect. the only one you cannot satisfy is Yourself.

there's always some reason/to feel not good enough/ and it's hard/ at the end of the day/ i need some distraction.../ beautiful release...

they saw through the pretensions...
A Ghra. A M'hain.
Lina's Ramblings
The Cheshire Cat
Autumn's Bounty
Fairytale Complex
Fic Journal
Frost-Bitten Suteki
Dream Weaving
Sin and the City

Charmed and Dangerous

Looked into my soul...
Paradigm of Uncertainty
The Final Sojourn
It's True! It's True!

And still loved me.
A Biochemist's Blog
Void Cathedral

Where do YOU stand?
Le Petite Mademoiselle

Daydream Sequences

Sing to Me.

::Seven Years -Norah Jones [dedicated by Ekai]
::No Way Back to Eden -Isgaard [dedicated by Harle]
::Angel -Sarah McLachlan [dedicated by Melina]
::Best I Ever Had [dedicated by Flip]
::Foolish Games -Jewel [dedicated by Doggy]

you were always the mysterious one...
::You're A God -Vertical Horizon [dedicated by Flip]
::Shakespeare In Love -Layla Kaliff [personal favorite]
::She Will Be Loved -Maroon 5 [dedicated by Athens]