[Mystery Never Looked So Good]
January 29, 2003

sis, disregard the comment abou the other blog. it might come in handy. ^_^

awright, m'luv's, i'm going offline now. for one thing, i'm in the middle of class and trying vainly to finish my project. sis-my-luv, i'm deleting the other blog. this is enough for the moment. and besides, my famous temper has simmered down.

over and out.

you have an inner cat eye-
aloof, distant, bossy

What's your inner eye?
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according to this, i am aloof, distant, and bossy. ^_^

but anyway, i had a whole lot of fun yesterday. finally met up with -maia-, -ekai-, -mac- [-zack- to me!], -charlie-doggy-, -charl-, and of course, -m'lina-. => dame, you guys are therapeutic. methinks you're exactly what i need. can't wait for the wednesdays to come! ^_^
laughed my head off at everyone's apparent hyperactivity...and i toast to the fact that we godesses agree that we don't need a man to keep smiling. we rule!

line for the day: [from -maia-]--> 'lick my boots, worm!'

took another quizzie. and i who know next to nothing and almost everything about final fantasy ten, got this:

You are Rikku. Wo0t.

Which Final Fantasy X Character Are You?
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I Am

Which tarot card are you?

Spiritual enlightenment, inner illumination, hidden power. Link between seen and unseen. Balance of positive and negative forces. Receptivity. Unseen guidance.
A young woman sits on a throne holding a scroll labeled "Tora" meaning "law." On her breast is the sign of the meeting of heaven and earth, the Maltese cross. Her crown is the full orb supported by horns, the crown ofthe Mother Goddess Isis, who rules all things changeable, shown by the moon at her feet. Her power, upon which her throne rests, derives from the creative principle of duality, shown by the two pillars of light and darkness. To those who know and love her she dispenses the sweet fruit of the world itself, symbolized by the pomegranites.

I think this is as close to Goddess of the Moon. =) what say thee, mortals?
January 28, 2003

What Is Your Animal Personality?

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this is nice. :)

*sigh* i'm bored. i have modeling practice later...bloody hell. i didn't ask for this. -ginny- dragged me friggin' in. under normal circumstances, i would have loved modeling [it's somewhere in my blood, i think...] but not in this school where people misunderstand it. i'm not particularly f+cking beautiful [in my bloody opinion] but i look damn good enough. and of COURSE everyone thinks all i have is a pair of chameleon brown eyes and virgin hair.

zats it. no brain, the IQ the size of a peanut, and an attitude of a true-blue b*tch.

okay. i can handle the attitude part. it's probably true, for all i care.

but *i* have no brain? *no* IQ?

they have a bloody war on their friggin' hands.

*folds arms across chest*

pardon my french but...: f+ck them all to hell.

back online...dear god, i need my net access. daddy dear insists we focus on fixing our car before the beloved pc. oh HELL! *pouts* did i mention my creative juices stop flowing with NO keyboard to type with? *mutters under breath* manual labor, puh-leeze...that's exactly the reason i don't have any notes for any subject.

took yet another quiz from my sister's niichan---does that make him my brother? nyup, don't think so.

ANIME QUIZ - Which Escaflowne Character Are You?

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i like folken. but christ i didn't want to *be* him. *rolls eyes and sighs*
weelll, to each his own, then. *wry grin*

over and out.
January 23, 2003

What Type Of Anime Character Are You?

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"You're A Bishoujo (Attractive Young Woman)! You are loved by all, and you know it. You love the attention you get, because or your sense of style, and perfect face. Congrats."

orooooooooooooooo????????? @_@

i will have to get back to you on that.

What color of kitten would you be?

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i'm a siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiilver kittie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*mrew* *perks up and chases tail around room*

siiiiilveeeeeeer!!!!!!!!!! yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_^

[note to self: a snickers bar and seven extra creamy kisses after dismissal is NOT advisable.]


waiting for my dad to pick me up...back in my fave netcaf with -alysia- who's busy chatting on mIrc...*shakes head*
this girl can never get enough. ^_^ can't wait for saturday! it's -deirdre's- debut...i know i already mentioned that but did i mention four of my secret crushes are there?
the -gang- has got to excuse me for being so psyched. =)

oh well...

You are blue. You are somewhat innocent, in the fact that your genius only extends to the physical world. You have a false sense of contentness. You are usually the quiet one, the genius. Everyone can count on you to help when they have problems, but you only fall short of being able to solve your own.

What inner color are you?

i like the falling-short-on-solving my own problems part, but the piccie...oh puh-leeze.
January 22, 2003

i'm currently stuck in computer class. [ugh]. i'm supposed to be making a webbie. helllooo? that is so second year. *pouts* *perks up* on other news, i've finally talked to -kale- after almost a month of stagnation. =P did i mention absence makes the heart grow fonder? i missed him. *slight flush* did i say that out loud?


anyway, out on another quiz rampage.

What Lord of the Rings Male and Mood Do You Desire?

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that is too true for comfort. i definitely like men on the distant side. the more challenging, the better. ^_^

now this one:

What's your sexual appeal?

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*shudders* utterly irresistible? i'll have to get back to you on that. ;>

What Kind of Virgin Are You?

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well at least it says i have a 'good attitude'. i think i'll fill this with quizzes before the bell rings in my next class. [did i mention i'm not supposed to be here? no? oh well....]

well, i was also called a bitch goddess in fourth year. is that a good thing?

What swear word are you?

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crap. this world is way confusing. i get called a nice person, a dark goddess, a bitch, a temptress.

can't y'all f*cking make up your minds??

oh, this is good. this is very very good. ^_^

What element would you rein over? (For Girls)

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ze goddess iz back in ze house.
when was the last time i was called that? =) too long.

it's weird, but seeing -fiona-, -ophelia-, -sirri-, and -melina- brought back a rush off sudden nostalgia...and a bit of melancholy as well. oh sheesh...it's plain as day. i miss them all.

and to think all these feelings were brought about by that word: goddess.

there was no other but me, so i guess that accounts for my rather inflated ego. [which, by the way, i manage to pull off anyway.] ^_~

i'm out.

dark, like the night
January 21, 2003

i saw mi angelina at pizza hut a while ago...finally met -maia- and -ekai-. of course, -charl- was there. =)

i can't help but feel rahter envious that she actually has friends who can carry on a conversation without drifting into the topic of men every minute or so. sure, -aish- and the guys are great, but hey, trust me to find fault [and boredom] in popularity.

oh dear god, popular is the last thing i want to be.

i have a fashion show next week. i'm bailing out.


What's your Inner European?

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'i never change'? [-melina's- blog, about me: january 21]

angel, change is too dangerous. don't fret, m'love, i'll change sooner when you least expect it...but til then, rest assured i'll be the almighty supreme bitch goddess i've always been.

now y'all tell me: is that a good thing?
January 20, 2003

Who is your Ideal Lord of the Rings (male) Mate?

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SEXUAL magnetism? *muffles giggles* i was thinking ANIMAL magnetism. *rofl*

ta ta mi angelas!

tweak, tweakity, tweak.xp *pbth*


~+ m'lina

took a test [which i lifted from -melina's- site] and i have to say i LOVED the result. ^_^
can't anyone comment? *pouts*

So which LOTR woman are you? Hmm??

made by Michelle at EmptySpace.

i like. =D

now for the villain...*checks other page* *lifts brow*

So which LOTR Villain are you? Hmm??

made by Michelle at EmptySpace.

sis...is it just me...or does this strike you as too much of -ripley-?

*crashes down*

til next time, mes amis.

January 19, 2003

back again and am thankfully in a better mood.

for one, i've bought my dress for deirdre's debut and i'm actually really excited 'cuz four lifelong crushes of mine are there....

and i'm right beside -melina-, god knows when was the last time we've had time to bond like this. *sidelong glance* *grins*

we're waiting for our high school barkada [yes, they were the topic last january thirteen...] and i've missed them like friggin' hell.

i'm swearing off love [and lust] ;p for the meantime, just 'cuz i realize that i am *so* not girl friend material...at least, not anymore.
and to think -kale- and i almost made it work.

god damned harlot. i can't help but look for someone with more spontaneity.
[harlot? nah. i'm just the most seductive virgin i know]

spontaneity. and the ever-elusive sensitivity.

i found both in -andrei-.

and i've known him forever. damned if i haven't fallen. damned if i don't love -kale- anymore. [and by the way, i do, i do, i do...]

and then there's...someone else.

oh dear god. i need to get my priorities straightened out.


over and out.
January 13, 2003

i am up and i am alive.

and i have no idea if that is a good thing.

it took quite some time for me to realize that things have changed, and are changing, and that -they- are drifting.
i'm losing them. hell, yeah. or maybe if i weren't so friggin' selfish i'd have noticed i lost them a long time ago.

or maybe they were never mine.

i walked by the -tambayan- lunchtime today and i couldn't help but stop and stare. how many of them do i have left? how many have i /all too carelessly/ let go? and how many will i never see again?

from thirteen, to nine, to seven, to five, to four, to one.

i'm not fooling myself by pretending that they miss everything as much as i do. they're happy now. finally.
and i have no right to intrude.

but i'm bitter.
oh hell, yeah. i'm very bitter.

don't they know? don't they care?

haven't they learned anything?

you'd think they'd know.

what they see is not what they get.

it never is.

A different quiz, what strange type of person are you?

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Evil lurkes beneath your skin...but you already knew that, didn't you? A mastermind at trickery, and ready to dupe those fools who dare come near you, your friends are few, but you know they'll be there for you. If they ever have someone that needs..."taking care of", they know your number.

January 12, 2003

hmmm...just got out of euthenics class and *ugh*...the speakers seriously s*cked. hell. anyway, went on a harry potter surfing spree for my character/s, paige and selena ashborough. not yet done though.

checked out my 'personality disorder' and freaked out.
/it was soooo appropriate./

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?

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i'm not evil. i'm misunderstood.

free enneagram test

but then again, i'm not nice. i'm...too manipulative for my own good.


oh, go figure.
January 07, 2003


note to self: do not fiddle around with html.

*whacks self*

-melina-, a little help here....


oh geez. isn't this absolutely great?

well, in fairness, i like this look better, but the random stuff on the side...[links, for one] kinda got lost.


anyway. talked to -severn- [with me loitering through the hallway of school] a while ago.
he said something that made me wonder exactly how my personality goes. try THIS for size:

What sexy girl are you

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oh well. i can handle wild and honest, i s'pose.

deeply loving...well...
anyway, if anyone doubts my manipulative prowess, take a look at this...

What Color Eyes Should You Have?

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hah. i am evil, dude. ;p

worship me.
January 06, 2003

::10.24am, january 7, 2003::

oh, hot dame.

i'm sitting in a computer shop with -alysia-, -bianca-, and -ginny- flanking me, everyone totally going crazy over a computer project they have been slaving over for the past two weeks.

of course, i am already done. =P

so here i am updating everyone on...several things. for one, my computer at home is on the blink [and it SUCKS, man!]. two: i read the three sisters trilogy by nora roberts [except for the first...nell's...] and my mom, who read the second one, 'heaven and earth', burst out laughing after the first few chapters or so.

'is it just me, or is this character so you?'

of course i freeze in the middle of eating and glare.

'WHAAAAAAAT? i am SOOO not impulsive. and i'm not THAT opinionated, i just happen to think that....'

and i trail off, muttering vague obscenities as she dissolvs into giggles.

the hell.

okay. so i kick ass. and i'm not afraid of 'anything in this world' [to quote from U2].

but hell, i'm not THAT...loud.

i think. oh help me, dear christ. @_@

dame. sh*t and shinola.

this is me, signing off and deciding i will be back when my famous mpd isn't flaring up.

[shut UP, sora.]

::10.32am, january 7, 2003::
eden: (n.) a paradise

[Air: Breath of Life]

isis eden
Dark Side of the Moon
Lady Lune
The Real Snow White


To whom do you hide from? the masquerade has long been over. poor miss perfect. the only one you cannot satisfy is Yourself.

there's always some reason/to feel not good enough/ and it's hard/ at the end of the day/ i need some distraction.../ beautiful release...

they saw through the pretensions...
A Ghra. A M'hain.
Lina's Ramblings
The Cheshire Cat
Autumn's Bounty
Fairytale Complex
Fic Journal
Frost-Bitten Suteki
Dream Weaving
Sin and the City

Charmed and Dangerous

Looked into my soul...
Paradigm of Uncertainty
The Final Sojourn
It's True! It's True!

And still loved me.
A Biochemist's Blog
Void Cathedral

Where do YOU stand?
Le Petite Mademoiselle

Daydream Sequences

Sing to Me.

::Seven Years -Norah Jones [dedicated by Ekai]
::No Way Back to Eden -Isgaard [dedicated by Harle]
::Angel -Sarah McLachlan [dedicated by Melina]
::Best I Ever Had [dedicated by Flip]
::Foolish Games -Jewel [dedicated by Doggy]

you were always the mysterious one...
::You're A God -Vertical Horizon [dedicated by Flip]
::Shakespeare In Love -Layla Kaliff [personal favorite]
::She Will Be Loved -Maroon 5 [dedicated by Athens]