[Mystery Never Looked So Good]
December 21, 2002

i did this last ::4.40 pm-December 20, 2002::

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Scared myself last night again.
Stupid, STUPID girl!
I’m an idiot. I’m pretty much aware of that now.
How stupid can you be to regress yourself with no anchor, no ‘proper’ training, no ritual, no experience, no nothing? It was scary ‘cause it actually worked. Even scarier ‘cause I didn’t know I could do it. Got stuck somewhere in my past and probably wouldn’t have gotten out if…

I don’t even know how I got out.

Maybe someone knew the shit I was getting into and pulled me out. But who? WHO???
Not Melina. I talked to her right after—well—maybe as soon as I could. She was very…composed. Not very surprising. Definitely not Charl. I mean…well…I don’t know how I know. It’s just…a gut feeling. That goddamn instinct I thought I’d hidden from. Intuition doesn’t always help. Sometimes it just gets in the way.
Took a quiz a few weeks ago. I got this:



Your magical style is Witch.

What type of Magic do you work?. Take the Magical Style Quiz by Paradox


A witch. Right.

I’m a goddamned cynic, that’s what I am. I wasn’t born one, I didn’t study [at least, not long and hard], and I definitely don’t do it |regularly|. Definitely not.
The image is pretty though.

Anyway. Went quiz happy [blame Melina and Charlotte] a few days ago. Seems that my obsession with the moon stemmed from this:

Night%20Sky1
Where Did Your Soul Originate?

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Oh. Jeez. That was pretty cool. And I didn’t get a “dark goddess” when I took this other quiz, but I suppose this is okay [if rather inappropriate].

Temptress
Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You?

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Uh. Well. I’ll have to get back to you on that. I don’t remember tempting any—uh—

Oh. Right. I did that already, I think.

Anyway.

^Isis_
[description]
eden: (n.) a paradise

[Air: Breath of Life]

isis eden
Dark Side of the Moon
Lady Lune
The Real Snow White

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To whom do you hide from? the masquerade has long been over. poor miss perfect. the only one you cannot satisfy is Yourself.

there's always some reason/to feel not good enough/ and it's hard/ at the end of the day/ i need some distraction.../ beautiful release...


they saw through the pretensions...
Water
A Ghra. A M'hain.
Beauty.be.Damned
Lina's Ramblings
The Cheshire Cat
Autumn's Bounty
Fire
Fairytale Complex
Fic Journal
Earth
Frost-Bitten Suteki
Dream Weaving
Sin and the City
Spirit
Scarlette


Fallen
Starcast
Charmed and Dangerous


Looked into my soul...
Zacky
Paradigm of Uncertainty
Charlie
The Final Sojourn
Marcelle
It's True! It's True!


And still loved me.
Kale
A Biochemist's Blog
Athens
Arkhanhel
Flip
Void Cathedral


Where do YOU stand?
Kurt
DE
Dreamcatcher
Cy
Nenloth
Hope
Eden
Aice
Le Petite Mademoiselle


Words.
Daydream Sequences
KINDRED


Sing to Me.


::Seven Years -Norah Jones [dedicated by Ekai]
::No Way Back to Eden -Isgaard [dedicated by Harle]
::Angel -Sarah McLachlan [dedicated by Melina]
::Best I Ever Had [dedicated by Flip]
::Foolish Games -Jewel [dedicated by Doggy]

you were always the mysterious one...
::You're A God -Vertical Horizon [dedicated by Flip]
::Shakespeare In Love -Layla Kaliff [personal favorite]
::She Will Be Loved -Maroon 5 [dedicated by Athens]