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Scared myself last night again.
Stupid, STUPID girl!
I’m an idiot. I’m pretty much aware of that now.
How stupid can you be to regress yourself with no anchor, no ‘proper’ training, no ritual, no experience, no nothing? It was scary ‘cause it actually worked. Even scarier ‘cause I didn’t know I could do it. Got stuck somewhere in my past and probably wouldn’t have gotten out if…
I don’t even know how I got out.
Maybe someone knew the shit I was getting into and pulled me out. But who? WHO???
Not Melina. I talked to her right after—well—maybe as soon as I could. She was very…composed. Not very surprising. Definitely not Charl. I mean…well…I don’t know how I know. It’s just…a gut feeling. That goddamn instinct I thought I’d hidden from. Intuition doesn’t always help. Sometimes it just gets in the way.
Took a quiz a few weeks ago. I got this:
::Seven Years -Norah Jones [dedicated by Ekai]
::No Way Back to Eden -Isgaard [dedicated by Harle]
::Angel -Sarah McLachlan [dedicated by Melina]
::Best I Ever Had [dedicated by Flip]
::Foolish Games -Jewel [dedicated by Doggy]
you were always the mysterious one... ::You're A God -Vertical Horizon [dedicated by Flip]
::Shakespeare In Love -Layla Kaliff [personal favorite]
::She Will Be Loved -Maroon 5 [dedicated by Athens]